I took mrt to town some time back The train have to stop every 5 to 10 mins To pick up passengers from different places and drop them at same destinations Different ages, different genders, different faces, different backgrounds Alone, in pairs, in groups Non took noticed of me I saw this group of teenagers Holding a different set of chess each
Suddenly I realised i have my own set of chess too Among different sets of games and different opponents I chose the one that caught my eyes I chose the opponents with my gut instincts Cracking my brain to attack Too anxious to win and too cautious in defence Counter-attack Motive, scheming, cunning While i'm waiting for my opponent's next move I took a break
On the way I saw my friends in the train They saw my chess set Curious and interested They tries to snatch it from me I lost my usual cool and i snapped at them For you to know, i don like to share It wasn't intentional The efforts i put in a game of chess I guarded it with all my mights Holding it close to my heart Because to me, its not purely a game anymore I do bite you see
With too much load on my back Leaving me breathless I left the biggest burden behind and i moved on
For days Silence in my blog, blank on my mind Things happened so fast that i don even have time to react I know i have to learn things the hard way
Silent cries I do
Tear to sleep I do
But i don regret any of it
I just want to be appreciated and not being taken for granted I'm really isn't that strong girl i always portrayed I can feel the pain running all over my body I wish i can just slits my wrist and let my blood flow Release all the wild thoughts, complex implications and the vileness in me
Grant me freedom I sincerely prayed for
Liberation and freed I yearned for
e n v y
Posted At 4:48 AM
Envy
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Wednesday, May 24, 2006
.:Happy Birthday Tingting:.
Chalet at Loyang Aloha on sunday for Tingting's birthday
Birthday girl with cake
I wish...i wish...i wish...
I lazy to type anything Just enjoy the pictures
BBQ on the second day
Out to tabao supper
Lastly Video of tingting kena sabo
Haha
I'm going to bed now Goodnight
Tata~
e n v y
Posted At 4:57 AM
Envy
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Saturday, May 20, 2006
.:Sober Envy:.
It had been ages since i had a not-fun friday night Usually i would drown myself with alcohol during weekends But i didn't even finish a rock glass of heineken tonight Whats up with me?
Don msg me "Phuture tonight, Attendence compulsory" I WUN GO! Its packed like sardines No space to dance No fresh air to breath Stuffy like shit Horny couples everywhere Indians with long and curly hair Don they know there's a thing on earth call "rebonding" meh I don understand why i'm there to let all the penis "boa" here and there And i realise all the irritating smelly idiots like strips Therefore i would say 90% of the guys in phuture wear strip tops You imagine how many idiots in phuture So what's with the strip thing now?
I don even bother to take any pictures Maybe i'm really not suitable for straight clubs I should just stick to my crooked clubs in future And drink my pathetic life away Haha
I shall be a good girl and stay with my red club next week
I'm going to take my shower now and i confirm i'm able to wake up for work cuz i'm not a single bit drunk Heh
Till then Goodnight all
Tata~
e n v y
Posted At 4:16 AM
Envy
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Friday, May 19, 2006
.:Time flies:.
Its been almost a month since Cat left for states Was wondering when she'll be back She's coming back this coming Sunday Wan to how fast Hee
She demanded a full attendence on the 26th @ Red Club which is the first friday when she comes back Many things happened during this period when she's not around I have no idea if things can be the same again Just like how she left off But i do hope that her return might beable to make some ugly things look nicer
I'm so so so tired Yet I'm having insomia Random things running thru my mind every night Brain cells refuse to spare me even i'm sleeping The best thing is I don know what i'm vexed about Thankyouverymuch
Anyway I added a series of songs sang by Dean in my blog Don slap me lor I simply adore her can Haha
Geraldine in white
Going to force myself to sleep now Shall blog again soon
Goodnight all
Tata~
e n v y
Posted At 4:57 AM
Envy
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Monday, May 15, 2006
.:Im so in love:.
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with this song
Nicky Lee's new album - Wo Hui Hao Hao Guo
I was blog hopping and i saw this post from a friend's blog I like one of his posts and i extracted it without his permission Hehe
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Love is?
Love is like Air, something we cannot see but only feel Without it, it kills. With it, it heals And as we sense it with our skin; like wind it'll come when love begins It sent us different feelings, of all sweet nothings For the meaning of it could only be comprehend by two Two beings in love like me and you And as we move on in our time, in this period of our lives We'll grow to see that Love is divine Even without blood or kinship of any kind Love could still last through time There's only one reason why this occurrence Love is like Air, there's no other reasons
Love is like Water, something without a shape For all that we know love could give us hate Formless and indistinct It's true form many believed extinct But when we search within our lives, with merely nothing but a passing glimpse We'll be enthralled to truly see, that true love, it does exist Watery love among the memory mist A mother's love, a fact that none can missed With every you and I, he and her Our parent's love which they gladly transfer, is the purest form of love as it were And the flow continues, in this stream of love Love is like Water, a logic and a fact thereof
Love is like Fire, something that will expire A passion unsealed, releasing all that's revealed The open truth, of freedom and beauty The Hidden Lies, of deceit and betrayal Of all things mentioned, the underlining reason Love burns off compassion, selfish and brutal It yields for attention in its own fashion Love melts away greed, selfless and precious like a jewel It dies on the street, to see the one it bleed for is in no need Love is like Fire, the burning desire
Love is like Wood, something use for good From a seed it grew to a shoot And then a tree with branches, bearing fruits And atop the intriguing canopy world, lies a deep meaning for us to unfold For the trees they give us hope, with branches and leaves they stood up high Just like our families and relatives in our lives Together we laugh, cry and exchange our emotional responses In unison, we celebrate our togetherness With fate we believe, in hope we trust The very fact we have the same blood that will last Love is like wood, United like a family we should
Love is like Earth, something that forms up this world As Man we walk this world, enjoying nature's labor Little as we know, this place that we call home Dying it might in our own hands, Our blood stained murdering demands Bleeding our home to its doom, this act must stop for earth to bloom A bloom of new life, new hope and a new world A world so perfect, impeccable and unmarred Mother earth she cries sometimes, for not once we understand The importance of existence, of every being living or not living The love of our world should and must be there Love is like Earth, it creates rebirth after rebirth
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So what do you think LOVE is? Think about it
e n v y
Posted At 4:50 AM
Envy
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Sunday, May 14, 2006
.:Knock Out:.
Friday was the worst vesak day i had in my life Went Zouk's Hip Hop Hooray's party I got so drunk that i don even know how i got home Lucky got take some pictures before i drunk
Chicken, Prawn & Pig
Us
We had 6 jars of volka orange within 1.5 hours Then flamging lamborgini Followed by countless chivas green tea & champagne Tell me how i not drunk Haha
I was absent from work today again I'll get sack sooner or later Or i shall apply for saturdays off But wait long long lor
Anyway I met up with the girls just now To check out Butter factory
Quite boring Not playing rnb leh All the retros Or maybe we went early?
We headed to Liquid room cuz we were really really too bored While waiting for Sam Kheng We take silly photos
Liquid's rnb saturday is really happening Packed like sardines
We left at 2am Elaine & Shihua went zouk with Sam They wanted to drag us along Lucky we run fast fast If no sure die
There's more photos but in Elaine's D-cam Wait for her to send me the pictures
Going to koonz liao Goodnight
e n v y
Posted At 3:53 AM
Envy
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Friday, May 12, 2006
.:Busy me:.
Hey i'm back to update my photos for the whole week. Let's start from last friday
Same old routine After 5 be4 Red club
Wat's with e center parting now?
or balding?
Then to e red club We always have our drunken prawn drunk
Fanny with prawn
Prawnie & new comer mouse
Drink
Drank
Drunk
Lastly, PUKE Hahahaha
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We had a healthy saturday thou Having tea at Grapevine on a saturday
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Now its Sunday We went kbox @ cineleisure
Pig wants chicken to lick her armpit. Hahaha
Then prawn to lick her shoe
Lines and wendy
Pig refused to drink
Prawnie drinking happily and she's driving that night
Cheers!
Wendy is busy
Sms-ing e whole night
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My wednesday night Met up with liting at Why Not to support Keith singing competition We had our usual breezers
Keith on stage. He got in e semi-finals
Stupid pig acting drunk outside whynot
Then we meet two of other friends at club st's Indochine
She refused to let me go off early
We were hungry
Mouse simply loves prawn
Mouse with jess
Prawn with e 70's pose
Can you imagine we went to devils at freaking 3am and i'm working the next day
Then i watched "Posidon" last night with wendy, jyen, pris & other colleagues 90 mins show, nice.
Am going to prepare le Meeting pig, prawn & mouse for shopping then zouk tonight Skipping red club for a week!
